and counting.....

I really have the BEST job ever!!!! I really do love being a momma to my little baby boy!=) This morning he was in such a good mood all morning happy and smiles and giggles. :-D
Last night was not so easy though he slept 7 hours straight but getting him to sleep was the problem he just did not want to go to sleep. It was past 1:30 before he went to sleep, since I am home with him ever day and my husband has to wake up to get to work during the week, that means momma was on duty.  When it gets late like that and he won't settle down to go to sleep, weather he is in a good mood or bad mood I am already sleepy and there fore irritable.
I feel like I am being a bad mommy when I get frustrated with him. My husband tells me that it is normal we all get to that point, but my thoughts are he is little and he doesn't know how to tell me what he wants other then crying.  I am trying so hard to figure out what his different cries mean, but sometimes, espeicllay when I am tired, they all sound the same to me.  I love him so much and I worry about messing up everything all the time.
I helped my mom alot with my younger brothers when they were babies.  So, I thought I had a good idea of what having a baby was about.  I still feel like I had a good idea about it but now, having my own baby and knowing that this little life is relying on me and my husband for everything. That it is up to us to keep him healthy and safe and make sure he learns all the stuff he needs to know for life.  This can all be a little over whelming at times.
Just trying to take it all one day at a time.=)